So I fell off the 'Not Spending' band wagon on Friday. I was going away for the weekend with my son and spent WAY more than I should have...enough to make me hurt for the rest of this pay period. What the hell was I thinking?? The worst part is I can't take anything back...it's all been used!
I am so upset with myself....I have been doing so well since the summer, and for some reason I went over board....I was thoroughly irresponsible and I am disgusted with myself. Now I have to put off paying something that I was to pay today actually. Here's hoping I can make that to next week's pay. Stupid, stupid me! I really wish I knew what motivates me to be financially irresponsible...
Anyway...this was my confession...I needed to say it and not hide it.
Later,
Annie
A Whole New World
13 years ago
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3 comments:
I have a similar problem with food.
3 steps forwards, 2 steps back - you'll get there. Slowly but surely. You can't change an addiction over night. ;)
it happens sometimes; the important thing is not to slide further. just get back on track :-)
Could the irresponsible spending be related to your son and some issue there? Wanting to make him happy?
I know I tend to 'go off the financial wagon' easier if it involves something for my kids or husband.
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